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2010-03-02T18:45:00.001+08:00

hey peeps, i'm moving to a new blog.
Please relink when you see this, kay?
click here!
<3,
J.

so disappointed with myself.

2010-02-28T20:37:00.002+08:00

I'm so disappointed with myself. Making stupid mistakes over and over again. Its like, so stupid. I know its gonna happen. But i simply chose to ignore it. And now, because i ignored the problem, i get hurt.

I'm trying to get this situation out of my mind. But, you just keep popping out everywhere. Why do you have such cute and adorable face? Its so cute that it hurts.
I can't get it outta my head.
Gosh, why must you be so perfect?

Hmm. Tmr, D&T. Great. I'm not even halfway through the homework. And theres art, english, ohhhhh~
Y'know? just now, after church, had lunch with Joyce. Talked about school and stuff. While the aunties were talking, our brains were rotting. HAH!

And then, i remembered something funny that happened between me and eileen that day..

We were at waiting for the train after school one day.
Me: I'm serious luh. Iphone sucks.
Eileen: Kay la. Not that bad. Quite classy
Me: No bluetooth you still say not bad?
Eileen: Quite true.

*some random girl walks past with an iphone*

Me: Continues talking to eileen bout how bad iphones can be.
Eileen: Aiya, you very bad leh.
Me: *looks at the girl with the iphone* Y'know what? Come to think of it, iphone's pretty cool! Not bad and quite classy!
Eileen: wasn't that wat i just said?
Me: Oh, you did? Oops(:
Eileen: -.-

sighs

2010-02-27T15:37:00.003+08:00

Okay, FINALLY! CTs are over. I think i deserve to slack over the weekends eh?
But bummers, y'know what? I caught the FLU BUG! :O
SHHHHITZCXCCZXCX

Today during GB felt like chopping off the whole nose. And oh, i felt like fainting too. Felt myself swaying to and fro. OOH..
Cheryl wanted to kill me when i told her i felt like fainting. And she tried to force me to drink a whole bottle of water. *sighs*

Yesterday, after school, BB&GB went to Descovery Centre. It was kinda fun. But i especially hate the part where we have to share the same bus as the BB. -.-
Noisy.

We had a "break" in between the stations and i bought myself a coke. J was like, warning me bout the coke. "Coke is even worse than green tea. It'll give you even worse cramps. Later drink already get cramps during tmr's drills how? Mdm still gonna force you to do de" But i still drank it anyway. NO MORE CRAMPS. WHEE~

The cramps leave, then comes the flu. Great-.-
OOH! I didn't know that being sick makes me hungry easily.

Ahh wells, I'm gonnaa nap now.
LOVESS!:D

i'm fat~!

2010-02-23T17:38:00.002+08:00

I'm faat!
I should go in a diet someday!:O
Yup! Okay, its set. I'll start dieting this weekend(:
Jiayous Jingyi! Must diet diet diet!

Oh gosh, i wanna go out luh. Really NEED to have a LIFE!
This Friday CTs end~
Whee~~

Lunched with Cheryl today. Supposed to be just a me-and-her kinda thing. But obviously some stupid kiwi had to tag along.-.-

So noisy>.< And just when we thought he left for awhile and we could finally get some peace, that kiwi came back with monkeys. Turns out, he went into mac and got his monkey friends out. (we were sitting outside at mac) Me and cheryl were like, GREAT! NO PEACE!

When those monkeys were leaving, cheryl begged them to take that kiwi back with them. cos we were NOT gonna do babysitting anymore. But they didn't want to.

*sighs* After that, around 4 plus, we left mac. Cheryl still needed to bear his noisy all the way to the bus stop. HAH~! Hilarious luh. I didn't need to(: Whee.

Maths CT today. Not good. :S
Tmr is history. Bummer.

gosh, you irritating brat!

2010-02-22T16:41:00.002+08:00

I'm very annoyed today.
Cos a certain ahole pissed me off.
That annoying brat.

I mean its like, i merely suggested something.
Then she rolled her eyes at me. And she's like, talking bad about us behind our backs.

{Puh-lease! If you don't like something bout me/the clique, you can tell us STRAIGHT. We don't mind. We'll change. We realy will. But, i'm sorry to say this: I think im the only one that can't take it when you talk behind our backs. I won't tolerate this. Whatever SHIT you wanna thrash out with me, fine. Go ahead. I rather that than this. Feel like spanking you HARD on the face. I mean, seriously. I don't get you. Its not like we leave you out or anything. You CHOSE to just, leave. And now you're telling everyone that WE were the ones that MADE you leave? wth? And now, you're just giving us some shit attitude luh. Damn annoying can?!}

*sighs* Okay, chill, jy. Chill OHOHOH! Today, during D&T, Mr. Lee told us how to say SHIT in a nicer way. Instead of saying SHIT like some barbaric, say this:
Sorry
Honey
Its
Thursday
So even when you scold someone with that, at least its ore pleasent and i doubt the person will know what you're talking about. Which makes everyone's day happier(:
Gonna meet J and Eunice for dinner later.

~~i just hope this weon't happen again. Better change that stinkin' attitude of yours~~

cramming

2010-02-21T10:10:00.003+08:00

OH! What am i doing now? I should be chiong-ing D&T so that i can have time to revise for tmr's science test! AS IF! Face it, who can study with a computer on? (:

Didn't go to church today but u have a perfectly resonable reason: I have a test tmr, and my homework thats due tmr is not done.

I'll blog more later.
Now, itd just plain boring...-.-

down with flu, fever&&soar throat.

2010-02-20T23:01:00.001+08:00

bishan-ed

2010-02-20T17:56:00.003+08:00

Its saturday today(:
And there was no GB. Well, actually there was, but, we didn't have it like the usual parade.
We went to mdm Rachel's place. Gosh, i didn't know Mdm Rachel was Uncle CK's daughter! :O*gasps* I told mummy that. She was like, now then you know? Go to uncle CK's place since young and you dunno they were related?

-.-

We had CNY celebration today. And, OMGEE(: Mdm's place got 3 doggies.
1 was a Husky. I was friggin scared at first. I hid behind Cheryl all the time. Until it was BRUNCH time. I finally had the courage to pat Oaklay(the husky) on her head. Cos i saw that she didn't bark much. And Eileen kept telling me that she doesn't bite. So i went for it(: Yay! I'm so proud of myself:D And the other 2 doggies were super cute luh. I think they were terriers? Damn cute. But i think the papa terrier pee-ed on me. Cos after it ran away from my lap, my lap was WET!

And i smelled of dog after the celebration.-.-
So i went home to bathe.

After that, went to meet Eunice and Eileen at Bishan library.
Yeps. We were TOTALLY slacking there luh.
But it was fun. All girls, no guys(:
HAH!

But then, on the way home, I told Eileen that I didn't wanna go home. I just wanted to play all day long. Cos i was very sick of studying. Then she told me that everyone wants that too. But we can't keep playing all day long, one day, reality is just gonna give a stinging slap on our faces.

Yeah. Its kinda true. But anyway, i'll still smile and KEEP GOING:D

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grumpy, bored, D&T

2010-02-19T22:33:00.002+08:00

I'm bored. So, i shall once again post another post about today.
After school just now, went to eat lunch opposite with Eileen. Hilarious time. We were laughing and joking. Wahaha. But i still cried during lunch just now. i cried because of YOU

She ordered some rice thingy and i ordered laksa. My aim for ordering laksa? Waste her time. (: Obviously it didn't work. Because i started crying. Wanna know why i cried?

BECAUSE OF YOU, I CRIED.
BECAUSE OF YOU, IT HURTS.
BECAUSE OF YOU, I WASTED PRECIOUS TIME.
NOW I HATE YOU.

Stupid laksa too hot.

i hate this.

2010-02-19T21:36:00.003+08:00

I hate common tests. D:<
In school today is just like any other ordinary day. What happened after THAT, more so.

I really hate it. Y'know?
When you wanna get something off your chest, but you can't. Because you can't tell the person how you really feel. Because the person will get upset. Urgh. But like Ms. Ong said, LIFE IS NEVER EASY. -.-

Superman: Hey, i'll NEVER, in a million years, ever say that to anyone. Its true. I've never said that a friendship or a relationship is pointless. And i can never, ever, say that, to you.

Tmr, going to Mdm Rachel's place for CNY celebration. I can't decide what to wear leh. really need YOU now. To help me decide my outfit.

STOOOOOOOOPIT DNT!

i think people going out with their boyfriends is a really sweet thing, don't you?
i admit, love makes anyone blind.

hurt, over again.

2010-02-18T20:06:00.002+08:00

Today, we had sciencee ssp. Which, unfortunately, me and eunice were late.
first, we chiong-ed lunch. Then, we rushed to look for EXCO. After that, we ran to student centre to look for We Chern. But he wasn't there. So we practically ran up and down and we couldn't explain to Mr Tan the reason we were late cos we were panting so badly! After that, i think i fell asleep 3 times in 1 hour. Oops.

Anyway, i dunno what HER problem is. Talking behind our backs. I mean, like, c'mon la. If you don't like us, (especially me) you can just tell us. I won't get mad. BUT, however, no that you've pissed me off, i'm really mad at you. better watch out.

Maybe it was God's plan. Maybe i'm just now precious to you anymore. Maybe i'm just paranoid? I dunno. Perhaps you decided to go with her and not me..i wish i could turn back the time. But, i really want you to know that i really enjoyed the time together. Our random chats, the poke in the sides, the laughter, the silliness, the lame jokes, the i'll-wait-for-you things..i really want you to know that i cherish the time. I won't forget it. At least, now i know, that somewhere, in that once again hurt and broken heart of mine, i know, we loved. Thankyou for your time that you wasted on me. I know, i'm not good enough for you.

):

2010-02-17T22:03:00.002+08:00

i know i'm random, but, i just HAVE to say this:

i dunno why. but when i see your face, it makes me feel like crying. OHGOSH.why can't you just scram? it'll hurt me more than it'll hurt you. so, just go, okay? i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry.

Valentine's day.

2010-02-17T21:34:00.002+08:00

Watched Valentine's Day yesterday with Cheryl, Eunice, J, Owner, Duckie, Frong, Aloy, Elson and Zhi Heng. The cinema was friggin' cold. And my teeth were literally chattering when i came out. Frong still wanted to go and watch another movie. Wanted to whack him but i was too cold.

Anyway, today, after school, I went to Cheryl's place to bai nian. I'm really tired now, so i'll just stop posting.

imy. loads

its CNY. But...

2010-02-14T21:12:00.003+08:00

Its Chinese New Year. Its supposed to be a joyous occasion.
But i guess you ruined it for me.

I hate you. Screw it. Screw my life.

Stop it.

I can't take it anymore. All i want is to cry. And i thought you were one of those people that would support me. I guess i was wrong.

If i'm crying now, its all your fault. For making my life so painful.

I dunno what to do right now. All the relatives are gone. Cousins are still here playing mahjong. But obviously i'm not. I don't wanna learn. Nor do i wanna play.

Tmr, going to gu-ma's place. Meeting that little devil again. Today, i had my first mouthful of curry in a really long long long long long long long time. I hadn't touched any curry since dunno how many new year(s) ago. Today, i tried it again. I stayed in my room watching FRINGE SEASON 2. Except that its bloody gory and stuff, its kinda alright.<--- I'm just posting that to make Eileen jealous(: Look how evil i am. Making my arh-ma jealous(: okay la, you can come over to watch if you want to, kay? Yesterday, i skipped dinner. can't be bothered to eat. Oi, Superman, don't complain horhx! You told me you skipped your dinner too.(: The reason why i'm putting so many "(:" its just cos i don't want myself to feel so bda and down. But i think its not working. Oh, wtf. I give up. )':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':)':<-- there, i'm done "crying".

No, actually, i've not even started.

i can't take it.

2010-02-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

Hmm. It seems like theres a certain someone in my home that reads my diary. So, that means its no longer a "diary". Just a book. So, i shall just pour whatever i wanna say here, cos i know if i don', i'll just collapse. One day.

I really hate myself for causing so much pain. Imy. My head hurts badly..
feel so effed up. I dunno how to describe it.

I can't cut myself anymore because today, the DM checked our hands. He wrote down names of those that did. WTF. I fucking hate this life. No point in living when you can't keep any secrets.

ily, baby.

2010-02-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

P.W group 8; the fun we had in IKEA(:

need i say more bout this oh-so-fun group?

i really miss you. I'm sorry if i've hurt you in anyway.

Today, school commemorated Total Defence. Sucky sia. The whole school was selling nothing but sweet potatoes and porridge. And one packet of green tea was like, $10!! I was about to cry already. Cos i didn't have me daily dosage of green tea. I don't feel like blogging now. I just feel like crying.

{if only you were here with me now}

EXTRA POST

2010-02-09T22:23:00.003+08:00

I'm taking a break from revisions and stuff, though i'm pretty sure i'll end up crawling to bed and NOT continuing with any "excess" work.

Hmm..you know, just now, during P.E, we were running in the field. I ran with Eileen. We were like, talking bout our weights. I'm so happy for her that she lost weight. (:

I was like, " You loose weight, i need to GAIN weight!" I wanted to just fall flat on my face when i saw this teeny creepy crawly friend on the ground. I shrieked and chiong like dunno what for other half round around the field. Eileen was laughing her head off. LOL. Then, during science, me and eunice was playing tic tac toe. Haha. Its kinda like the type of if-we-don't-play-we'll-fall-asleep kinda thing.

And then chinese, cannot take it already. I slept. Then the stupid Huan Huat went to hit my table. "No heads on the table" he says. I was like, wth. Fine.

On my way home just now, i walked out of the gate with Sotong and Q. Me and sotong were like, laughing at Q cos he was carrying 2 bags, one is his schoolbag, the other was for Sungei Bulough. And his D&T file. Q wanted to laugh at us as well. But he didn't get a chance to.

Q: When you all going to Sungei Bulough? Feb rite?
S: No la, March holiday
Q: Walao.
Me: *Laughs quietly.*

Hmm..okay, thats about it.

I love my P.W group! Group 8 a.k.a HAHAHA group. Since we're always laughing(:
IKEA trip was fun with group 8. Will upload pics maybe tmr,,?

tired

2010-02-09T18:59:00.002+08:00

WOW.. its almost been a week since i have not posted.

I know i know.. And i'm sorry..)':

Really busy with school stuffs.. Just reached home and i feel like collapsing on my bed. So tired):
But if i don't update my blog, superman will start nagging again(:

Okay, so today, after a tiring day in school, went to meet Dawn to buy the CNY presents.
Went to shop in Serangoon Central. Walked around the whole place with Dawn, Joy, Zhining and Eunice. Went to NTUC while waiting for Daryl. Then, after we bought, we went to look for Ms Tan Chye I. Hmm..but we couldn't find her. Then, me and Eunice were sitting outside the staffroom and we were betting on whether 2E1 would be back soon. LOL. She win la-.- co we saw J, Bin Xun and Hiro. By then, it was quite late already. couldn't stay any longer. So, went home..

Discovery Centre(:

2010-02-03T21:39:00.002+08:00

Today, we had a trip to the Discovery Centre.

SO, we ended school an hour earlier before the rest of the other classes:D Went to the water cooler so can walk pass 2E1 to say byebye to J and Superman(:

Haha, J saw us and she smiled immediately. So did superman. HAH!
Then, after that, chiong-ed to canteen to eat my chicken rice+egg:D
We didn't bring our bags along. Just box files with writing pads, stationery, wallet and earpiece.

Then, in the bus, i slept.(Discovery Centre is at Jurong leh! Journey damn long siol.) When we arrived, we went to the ARMY MUSEUM. And saw all kinds of army stuff. HAH! Talked and joked with some of the soldiers. After that, we had a bus tour round the CADET SCHOOL. Its a school for soldiers that wanna be officers. WOW. The place damn nice. Their hostels, according to our guide, says that their hotels have AIR CON, COMPUTER AND BEDS So good rite? For hostels in army camps.

Then we passed a building that has 256 steps. I was like "WA, RAPUNZEL'S TOWER" Then everyone was like shaking their heads.

Hmm.wonder what Gabriel korkor would look like in the new army uniform. :D *fantasises*

So, after that, we went back to school around 5.30, 6+? Cos highway jammed-.-
When we reached school, went opposite for dinner while waiting for Cheryl Hay and Charyl Low. Wanted to wait for superman, but then, abit late. So we ate dinner, joked, laughed, went home.

Everyone is friggin tired. And, we're going to IKEA tmr!!:D So we have 2 excursions in 2 days. And on Friday, is health checkup. Aww. Shitzxcz. Nevermind, I'll just enjoy myself tmr in IKEA.

I'm tired so i'll sleep now. Nights:D

collapses~

2010-02-02T22:05:00.002+08:00

Today, i had school (duh!)
And guess what? We got back our bio test results. I PASSED okay?

See? Told you all i studied! HAH! I got 9/12. Yeah, but i know its not good. At all. -.-

Yesterday, i had a solid 3HOUR tuition y'know? And hey, i survived it! (why am i so high?)

Yeah..just now, after school, went to Cheryl's place to practice guitar for CIP. Wanted to come over to my place to practice, but, Eunice had deten duty+english ssp. So, waited at Cheryl's until we decided to practice at Cheryl's.

Started off by tuning her and Eunice's guitar. Tune until pek cek. Serious la..then, she on the comp and went to online tuner. Still quite pek cek cos at first, her guitar was DING, the tuner sounded DONG. So, went the dingding dongdong for very long, but we got it in the end(: and managed to practice. (still abit rough though..)

So, i'm friggin' tired. And i shall sleep now.

<3,
J.

sunday afternoon-alarice

2010-01-31T14:21:00.002+08:00

have you heard alarice's songs before? Its A.W.S.O.M.E:D

Church today. Picked Reyna up at 8.20 then went to church together(:

After that, went home. No where to go for lunch. It was a friggin hot sunday afternoon so who in the right mind would wanna go out for lunch? Had corn soup+bottlecap screws for lunch.

After lunch, aww..i dunno, felt a little okay, not little, VERY depressed. Someone said somethings to me. And did somethings to me today. So i guess i was kinda affected by it. Wanted to cry, but no tears came out.

It sucked, y'know? To want to cry, but can't. Its like, feeling like you wanna puke/vomit but you can't. How awful is that?!

It hurts so much, that i feel like exploding. Aww.. And to top it off, Dear Stupid has gone back to Canada): Gonna miss her though. Hmm. Couldn't meet up with her cos she was busy visiting her friends/relatives over here. *double sighs*... Looks like i gotta wait till her parents come down here for another round of dunno what or if her school is having holidays.

Theres always another chance, rite?

Tmrtmrtmr.. i'm already starting to get the ~~MONDAY BLUES~~.. Great-_-.

Ahh wells, i hope things will work out between us. And hopefully, the certain someone would stop whatever he/she(not gonna disclose your name or gender) is doing. Cos i'm hurting more than what i can handle):

ONCE UPON A TIME

2010-01-30T15:43:00.001+08:00

GB today. Ooh..

Met the new sec 1s. Aww, they're so cutee:D
But soooo quietD:

I can't believe i was like that last time. HAH!

And I was so happy and enjoying myself. That was BEFORE I received a message from ~~you~~, saying that you wanna be friends again. I'm sorry, but NO. Not gonna risk the chance of getting hurt again.

After GB, mdm Rachel helped us with guitar.

Guess what? I have MORE dnt homework to do. Urgh. FINE!! Gonna start on it tonight.(see? i'm such a good girl:D)
I'm finally promoted to Lance Coporal:D

And 3 more badges:D

So, your dear LANCE COPORAL JINGYI is going to sign off to sleep:D
BYEBYE:D

Oww...

2010-01-29T15:50:00.002+08:00

forever, superman(:

Aww..i've got stomachache):
There was a bio test today.
Yes, i DID STUDY for it!
I'm not slacking kayy??

LOL. Maths- Wa..Mr Tham yelled at Glen today.
He deserves it. Seriously. For lying to Mr. Tham.

But i've never seen Mr. Tham yelling at anyone before. He's a nice teacher, no doubt.
English- We had 3 periods of MDM NG. So, one period of Lit, one period for DURIAN COMPRE and another period for library. Whee~

Borrowed 3 books. 2 are horror(nice-eh!:D) and the last one-i dunno what its about.
Only borrowed it cos of the pretty cover(: and the title that said "Bitter Sweet".

I think its partly cos i saw the word SWEET thats why i borrowed.
HAH!:D I also saw a book about Bill Gates. But didn't wanna borrow it.D:

Tuition later, meeting Eunice and J for dinner. Then gonna walk over to Aunty Li Meng's place and join them for CG.

Aww..i'm tired..gonna nap first before tuition..

caged):

2010-01-28T16:52:00.002+08:00

I just feel so caged now. Aww): And i'm really really tired.

School today has been the same like every other day. Being happy to make everyone happy.

Oh, whats the point?

the last straw

2010-01-27T17:06:00.002+08:00

Wednesday- the middle of the week.
And i've had it.
Enough means enough. Why doesn't some people understand? ~~I'm tired enough already. And i've had enough with the stress. Why can't you just go away and leave me alone? I've had it with you. You have your own life to live. I'm super irritated with you.~~

I'm so tired of having tuition every other day. If only i could be heard clearly, without being interrupted, why must i put on a happy face?

To HER/the CLIQUE: I hate it when things don't work out. Especially when we can't even do our fun stuffs together. You all may have your problems, so do I. I'm no saint, kay? I don't lead a happy life that is problem-free. I have just as many headaches as all of you. Whats worst? You appointed me to be your whatsoever Pres. I WANT you all to read this and know that you are not the only one facing head-exploding problems. And to HER and HER(not gonna disclose the name): I tell you guys almost everything. I told you bout my probs, my friendship probs, my bfs and such. But you don't listen. Thats why you keep saying i don't tell you anything anymore. So i've decided. If you're not gonna start listening, then why do i have to continue sharing? I hate it when this happens. I hate it as much as you all do. So why cant we thrash things out and be clear? WHY??

fever? no fever?

2010-01-24T09:52:00.002+08:00

Oh wth.
Today, i was so tired that i really couldn't get out of bed to go to church. sorry reyna, I think i have a fever. Feeling really hot. But after awhile, i feel really cold. GOSH!

Tmr got dnt. I'll finish the last of my homework by today. Even if it means sleeping at 1 again. HAH! I tried looking for the movie THE OUTSIDERS but then, i couldn't find any nice ones. LOL. The book is really nice(:

Okay, i think i'll post more later. Y'know, when there are MORE things to post about?
HAH! LOL.

): one sad face

2010-01-23T22:57:00.002+08:00

Today is Mdm PY's wedding. WAH..she looked gorgeous. The GB and BB were invited as well. So everyone dressed up. Haha. Yay. After the wedding, was the buffett lunch. he food was good. Hah. Then, after food, me, eunice, eileen and cheryl went bugis with aloy and bernard. But i had a splitting headache after awhile. So i went home by 3.30, asked eileen to accompany me. thankyou eileen! Gosh, i'm so friggin tired. Bought a MYUK pencil case. Hah. Eunice helped me pick one. Whee~

Sorry Q, didn't mean to make you feel this way. I'll try to smile more okay? I'm sorry

whats wrong with us?

2010-01-22T23:39:00.002+08:00

Current mood: Frustrated.

~~please tell me what happened between us, i know you're scared. so am i. it hurts so much, the way you're treating me. please stop. i'm begging you.~~

Today, fought a total of 10 wars. 2 in the morning(for fun-just me and eunice up to our mischief again, ended up hitting chairs and tables haha), a few during class(more mischief, hey, class is boring. gotta admit that), a few in the afternoon(no more mischief, really serious buisness) and more at the mrt station/in the train(more really serious-er buisness);D WOW. Not EACTLY wars. But enough to be considered as one. Cos there were screaming, hitting, and frustrations. Hmph. LOL. Tuition after school. Met up with J and Eunice for dinner. Recevived prank call from Benard. Gonna kill him tmr. Then went to tuition after that.

Tmr is the wedding*excited*. YAY. Gonna meet up with Cheryl, Eunice, J and Eileen. Haha. Okay. Everyone is tired. So am i. Well, would like to apologise to my dear stupid. Cos i've not been myself. Sorry my dear stupid):

science+maths=physics

2010-01-21T16:39:00.002+08:00

walao, kaopei lah! You are seriously very irritating. What do you hope to achieve by treating me this way? I didn't even do anything to offend you! You wanna continue being like this? FINE! Cos you know what? I officially HATE you. Screw you!

Today, its been a really tiring day for me. Slept at 12 and woke up at 5.30.

Sibei tired.):
But still, the pile of dnt are still beckoning me to go over. Feel like burning it.
So troublesome. Hmph. >.< chinese tuition lastnight. So thats why i ended up sleeping really late. Well, since i spent 1/2 hour into thursday morning finishing my homework, i seriously pray that i'll get a decent passing grade. otherwise, i might end up killing myself.

So today, everythin went by in a blur. I was a little cranky. And during maths and science lesson, i was very very pek chek. Almost felt like ripping the papers!:0 Eileen and Eunice were like asking me to chill. Ahh wells, it didn't work. :0 Okay, thats it. I'm going to nap now.

aww. fuck.

2010-01-20T16:38:00.003+08:00

aw. shitz. really hate ~~myself~~. For, first and foremost, getting involved with YOU. Second, for not being able to sleep earlier-_-. And third, for not waiting for my dear j.

Chatted with my dear stupid yesterday night(no offence kay? don't wanna disclose your name. HAH!)

But aww, that was fun. At least.
Gonna have tuition later. At 7. Seriously lah, i don't see a point in having tuition. Nor do i see a point of living. Hmm. Maybe thats why today i was like a zombie. ): I'm sorry. Guess i didn't really feel like talking much. Sigh. Music-crap session lah. Suck at drumbeats.

AAAANYWAYY, I was totally shagged today. But who cares? you, for one, don't. This years 1N SOOO not like last years 1N. On the second day of school, we were already over turning tables.(:

Okay, hmm. What should i do now? I have a pile of dnt homework waiting for me. They're beckoning me to go there and start on it. FINE! i will go! Screw it. Hate dnt! Stupid pile of dnt, staring at me. Hmph! *sulks*

shaved ice<3

2010-01-19T16:03:00.003+08:00

why must you do this to hurt me? One problem solved, another one pops up): and this time, its you. So what now? WHYWHYWHY?? It hurts, you know? Why can't you just stop and turn around? Can't you for ONCE just stop what you're doing and look?! You idiot. You just don't care anymore huh? Its okay, I'll stop caring the moment you do too. Its gonna hurt, I know. But what for should YOU be concern? You don't care. Besides, I'm the one thats gonna be hurt now, and later.

Its official, i <3 shaved ice(: Have been eating that before tuition sice last friday. Hmm. Cheryl and clique said that i was kinda emo today. Really? Maybe its cos of you. I dunno. J said that too. Well, i'm sorry. But, i just dunno whats gotten into me. Its probably just tiredness. Thats all. Nothing to worry about.

Art- Was asleep for the whole one and a half hours. my table is a nice place to sleep(: Had a really nice sleep just now. Thank goodness Principle or VP or DM never walk past. HAH! If not, i'd probably be serving detention right now. For sleeping in class. I think the last sentence i heard Ms. Vanita was saying was "if we don't finish what we have to do today, then there'll be supplementary" Then, i fell asleep(: HAH!

P.E today. Walao, run 4 rounds in 5 min round the field. Non stop. -_-. Ms Lin didn't make us run like that. Only made us play badminton. Hmm. Maybe THIS is why i slept during art. So, yeah. Took height and weight too. Gosh, i'm friggin short. But still taller than Joy by 1 cm! (hi 1 cm!:D) Okay, NEED to go swimming soon. Maybe on thursday? Yep.

Can't wait for Saturday's wedding!

phew

2010-01-17T22:45:00.004+08:00

today, in church, did the Cambodia sharing.
managed to do a good job, according to alot of people,
said i did a good job(:

hugs went around today(:
wheewhoo. and hada fun time with reyna, at the genesis launch.

HAHAHA:D

to YOU: why? not happy is it? You blocked me on msn cos no face is it? I'm sure you're jumping for joy after doing all this to me. Its okay, cos you know what? I have not cooled off yet. I'm still disappointed. I don't care bout it anymore. Through this, it just shows me that you hate me and that you don't wanna have anything to do with me anymore. I may be wrong, i hope i am. Cos even if you hate me, i wanna tell you this: i enjoyed the time together when the 6 of us were friends, laughing and doing silly things together. Now, i feel thats its just plain betrayal. You don't even bother saying sorry. But then again, i guess you probably don't see a need to since you hate me. Fuck you.

Frong: goodluck for tmr's competition okay? Haha:D Its okay lah, don't feel so messed up already. Its probably just some mood swings. :D cheer up kay?

not muh day

2010-01-16T23:27:00.003+08:00

look, i don't give a damn anymore. Its not about keeping your mouth shut. Its about THINKING before you talk. But, i will also appriciate it if you keep your mouth shut. Don't you know we're all very disappointed in you now? We're annoyed. Very. It might've not affected the rest, but it did to me. Do you even care?! Do you even think that i would end up this way?! You made me do somthing that i never, in my entire life, would think of doing-thats quarrelling with my family and quarrelling with you! I might've been cranky just now. But we've all had it. You say you're learning from us?! So if we were so scold vulgarities you would too? Aren't you doing that now?! I'm mad at you. I didn't say i hate you. Please don't make me come to a point when i really have to tell you "i hate you" straight on your face! Cos i don't want it to happen. Its not whether we can go shopping tmr or not. Its the principle; you just HAD to blurt it out. Thanks for forcing me to quarrell. I'm so disappointed in you. Fuck you sia. Screw you. I'm sorry, but that just came out of me.

psst!

2010-01-16T15:45:00.003+08:00

Today was parent's forum. So woke up early arnd 5.45
And had a long day.

Funny. Almost laughed seeing kiwi, sotong and frong wearing ties for the monitor appointment ceremony.

Almost laughed my head off.:D

Then again, kinda sleepy as well. Well, not everyday is a good day. I do admit. Imma rather annoyed(not gonna use PISSED OFF anymre:D) today. But hey, imma not going into the details. YOU should know what went wrong. cos we all have. Not gonna disclose the name. Cos i know your "FACE" very important to you.

Today, owner is sick): aww. Hope you're feeling better though! Today make me spill my drink cos you came from behind to scare me at mac. Wahaha. Nvm lah. Skirt not dirty so is okay:D

so..it turned out to be..

2010-01-14T21:57:00.003+08:00

stop the bullshit. i don't like any better than you do. I'm happy for you. Really. But, we still have time. So stop the crap. How can i stay happy? i wanna tell you that its hard to be happy. But i guess you'd probably figure that out already. Considering that you feel this way too. Urgh. I wanna tell you everything thats on my mind now.

And to you, i feel ridiculous now. I'm telling you not to touch another cigarette when i'm picking up a penknife. Its strange though, the more i cut, the less it hurts. Hmm..i know..you'll start your nagging again-_-. But hey, you started it first(: i wish it could've lasted longer.

yells~

2010-01-09T22:50:00.002+08:00

i wanna watch Cirque Du FreakD:

So at least i know whats going on when Mdm Ng teaches the class since we're doing that for English.
Had GB today. For once i find that waking up at 7 is not as bad as waking up at 5.45 in the morning.

I'm tired, i know everyone is as well. So, goodnight~!:D

switching

2010-01-08T21:56:00.002+08:00

Today, I'm annoyed, tired, and most of all, i'm angry at BLOGGER!
I can't stand it anymore.

Feel like exploding. I'm just so...frustrated.
Urgh. First week of school has been hell so far. Waking up at 5.45 bloody a.m in the morning. And only coming back at like what? 5? 6? in the evening.

Tsk. Today, finished some of chinese holiday hw. see owner? i so guai
Cheryl, Eileen, Eunice, JH, Aloy and Quenton went to do hw together. Watched "Spirited Way" while having lunch. Didn't know everyone at Cheryl's knew the show. But i couldn't wach in peace cos Q kept poking me. Urgh.

Tuition was tiring. SO, i'll switch to livejournal when i'e figured it out.

Love,
J.

hapy birthday eunice:D

2010-01-06T17:59:00.004+08:00

Haha~! BLackmail Pic~!

Have been going to Cheryl's place for 3 days in a row doing the Cambodia powerpoint. But today, we went there to celebrate Eunice's birthday. Wheewhoo~ We cut the cake and smashed pieces at each other. After that, we ate more. WOW. JH and Eileen cooked lunch for all of us. Eunice and Cheryl went to buy bbt. Me and Quenton washed the plates. Aloy was doing nothing. Just standing around to crack lame jokes. -_-.

After that, Quenton went for vball but he left his shoes at Cheryl's place. So had to go down to pass to him. Tsk.

After that, went up to continue eating. Felt like i was going to explode. Was so damn full. Everyone made me finish my lunch..*sigh*

Gonna have tuition later. I'm so friggin' tired now.

tired):

2010-01-05T19:26:00.002+08:00

*screams*
I'm so tireddd):
And i can already feel the stress coming my way.
Urgh. Sometimes i really feel like breaking down and cry.
Cos its more painful to smile and pretend that nothing happens than to
just show how i'm really feeling.

Today and yesterday, I've been waking up at 5.30 in the morning.
So by the end of school day, I'm tired out already.
Its dinner time. Gotta go. Byee:D

wtf

2010-01-02T12:32:00.002+08:00

Today, i'm going to my aunt's house.
Heyhoh~! Gonna play with my wild 4 year old cousin again.
Haha. And its gonna be another round of chasing him round the house to make him sleep(:
But, its also another night out with my twin cousins that are a year older than me(:
Wheeeee~

D.M.C fortheworld~!
Finished D.M.C yesterday.
Awsomeee:D

The following day, i'll be back to school, like everyone else.
Dragging myself out of bed will be hell.
Gonna miss sleeping till 10 in the morning(;
i'm being lazy:D

I seriously can't wait for school to reopen.
Staying at home is making my brain rot.
Heyhoh!

Love, J.

its a new start

2010-01-01T23:10:00.002+08:00

Its the first day of January 2010. I don't feel like its a new year though.
To me, it still feels like 2009. I dunno why. I just want each day to be better than the previous'. I just wish that when school reopens, I don't have to feel this way anymore.

I want a fresh start. Because I'm into a new year. By right, I should feel happy.
But, I don't feel this way. Its another few more days to school reopen. I hope I'll have a better year. And I PRAY that even IF i feel depressed, I won't start the cuttings. I don't wanna break my promise.

Love, J.

time to get SERIOUS:D

2009-12-31T14:58:00.003+08:00

Hell-oh~!:D
I think i've been a very good girl today(:
I woke up today an HOUR EARLIR:D Yesss:D
I woke up at 9 today! Wheehoo(:
Partly cos i had to meet Cheryl aand Eileen to pass them stuff lahh..hahahs.
Oh, and speaking of which, my evil doggie is currently suffering 4 HOURS of non stop tuition. jiayous, cheryl Poor thing):

Okay. Back to me, teehee after i came back, i bathed, packed my shoes(yay! another good job:D) and ate lunch. After lunch, i started on my tuition homework-i FINISHED it okay?-i only left a few blanks cos i dunno how to do. See? I'm so good today.*patts myself on the head*:D

Theres watchnight service tonight in church. I don't think i'm going. sorry huilin): JW's gonna sleepover at Megan's house tonight. Yay. I'll have the whole room to myself tonight.

Okay i gotta go already. Foloing daddy to buy his curry puffs-_-

shitzzz...

2009-12-30T11:22:00.004+08:00

Whee~!:D i'm a reindeer:D

heh.thanks arh, Issac.

I'm down with a flu! Oh no!
Haha(: Didn't sleep well last night. Waking up every now and then to blow my noseXP
Teehee.
Watched Avatar yesterday with Family. Its kinda funny cos daddy booked the tickets at GV GRAND and JW said that it was at Vivo. So we went down to Vivo, and then when we went to the Cinema, the lady said GV Grand was at Great World City.
So we had to cab down to Great World City cos we didn't take the car to Vivo. Avatar was great. i feel like eating instant noodles all of a suddenand, more pics of youth camp '09!

Youth camp picss

2009-12-28T14:31:00.003+08:00

oops! failed shot:D

Its quite overdue-d and i know i'm posting alot today.
Some pics of Youth Camp '09. It has SHUFANG in it:D YAY! Miss that lil gal.
She's very sweet. Tee hee.
Haha Okay, more on F.book if you all wanna see.
Toodles!
Love, J.

Oh YESS~!

2009-12-28T14:01:00.001+08:00

Oh yes, i finally found a better skin.
Heyhoh!:D

Whee~!
Tmr gonna watch Avatar with family.
Whee:D
Can't wait.

Heyhoh!i dunno why i like to use that word.
I'm currently rying to updae everything that should be updated a long time ago.
Tee hee:D

Love, J.

2009-12-28T11:40:00.002+08:00

urgh, my brain is exploding soon.):
Tuition homework kills me.
How irriating.

I know my current blogskin is ugly but i can't seem to find nicer one.
*sigh*

Okay, i gotta go now.

2009-12-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

heyy people:D

I'm back
haha. sorry for not updating the blog.
Was caught up with alot of stuff and so, yeah.
Also wasn't kinda in the mood to blog, cos there was alot of stuff going on.

Was in erm..not so good mood for the past few days AND the computer got sent for repair.
again!

So yeah..
Well, gotta go now.

<3,
J

2009-12-12T20:01:00.004+08:00

i'm back from Cambodia.
Its a really fun experience though. its actually not that bad.
Anyway, i can't type out what happened through the past 6 days.
Anyway, one word: AWSOME!
We went to the Toul Sleng museum and killing fields and ate coconut icecream served in a cocnut:D
shiok to the max.

Haha anyway, today is my aunt's wedding. She looked gorgeous. And my uncle looked just as good. They look really sweet together. Very happy for them.:D *clap hands*
And, how can i forget my dear 4 year old cousin? Now, he's current intrest is moles on people's faces-_-. Sigh, but he's only 4. Can't blame him for that.

Tmr, i'm going to wear a shirt i bought in Cambodia. It says: I SURVIVED IN CAMBODIA.
Cute right? I wanted to get another one for myself too. It says: DANGER, LAND MINES!!! also cute eh? But i thought that i got a little too much stuff for myself. Now, i'm kinda regretting that i didn't get the shirt.):

Haha, i didn't eat the fried spiders by the way. It grossed me out the moment i saw it. Urgh, okay, times up. Gotta go now. Friggin tired. Didn't sleep well in Cambodia

its raining~

2009-12-04T12:33:00.002+08:00

Wheewhee(:
Going Cambodia soon:D
Kinda nervous though. Will the trip be smooth? Will i fall sick? Will i dare to eat the fried spiders? Come to think of it,
I'm actually kinda excited to eat fried spiders. Wheehoo:D
Haha..
I need to pack my luggage now.

Gonna have tuition later, science. jiayou jingyi, chiong for express!
Gonna meet Eunice for dinner before going for tuition. Heh.

Wonder what teacher gonna teach today.*thinks*
Haha. Went out for breakfast with mummy-yes, she's back-and JW. Had hotcakes and talked bout our camps and random stuff.
Went to buy groceries after that. Gonna cook Japanese curry later for lunch:D

*Excited*

After tuition will be going to give out BBSGB flyers.
Sigh, i wish there's more excitment in my life,
toodles;

TAYLOR LAUTNER~!

2009-12-03T12:09:00.002+08:00

Goshgoshgosh,
I wanna watch New Moon~!D:
But i don't have the time. I seriously need to pack for Cambodia Trip that is another 3 more days~!

I wouldn't be attending church though. Cos my flight's in the morning at 8 so i have to be at the airport at 6 in the morning!D: Means i have to wake up at..4
or 5 plus!

*sobs* i don't think my camping bag is big enough to out my stuff.
Council Camp
GB camp

I'm left with Cambodia Trip and Youth Camp. After i come back from Cambodia, the next day would be my aunt's wedding! Yay! Gonna need to do some shopping. But that means that when mummy is back, i'm gonna be super busy packing and running all over the place.

Haha. Thats better than being bored to death at home eh?:D
Gonna meeet Joey later at H.mall to buy some teaching materials for the mission trip.
YAY:D

Haha, okay, toodles!

i<3marshmallows~

2009-12-02T14:59:00.006+08:00

Heh. Marshmallows anyone? Yeap.
Today, went to school for another session of Cambodia briefing.
Then, went to lunch with Cheryl-evil doggie-at J8.
Went to buy marshmallows after that. Yes, my evil doggie is back:D
She bought me and other of our friends keychains from Hongkong. YAY:D
thankyou evil doggie:D

Wanted to go J8 to return books but then, Cheryl said she had to go home for medicine. So we went home.

Curse the stupid Malaria pills>.< Ever since i started eating Malaria pills, i get hungry easily. Like, WTH, when the doctor said that we'd probably lose our appetites after eating it. Its true that every once in a while i feel nauseous but i'm okay.

Urgh, i don't wanna eat the Malaria pills anymore!D: Gonna go fat if i keep getting hungry and eat everytime i'm hungry.

*tsk..pissed off):*

To the MALARIA PILLS: I HATE YOU!D:

Teehee, toodles;

P.S: i know this is very late but, CONGRATS JOYCE, FOR SCORING 270 FOR PSLE!I'm soo happy for you and Charlotte:D

its just another day;

2009-12-01T13:31:00.002+08:00

Yes, thats right, just ANOTHER DAY.
My evil doggie is backkkk:D YAY~! Missed you loads.
Going school tmr. And rotting at home now.
Sigh. If only i found something nice to do

I'm currently listening to: Sign by none other then FLOW!
Gosh, i'm like, liking them to the maxzxczc:D
Wheewhee:D

I'm seriously bored): Suddenly, i feel like studying again.
I feel like going back to school to study and do some crazy things.
Sigh):

F, are you busy now?):

3D2N GB camp-fun..?

2009-11-30T14:36:00.002+08:00

Yes, i'm back from my camp. Wanted to post yesterday but was friggin tired.

1st day:
after falling in, we put out stuffs in the dorms. then went to play icebreakers. fun.
then, after that, did drills for one and a half hour. Not that bad. I kicked a car by accident when we were marching.damn you driver, please park your car in a PROPER manner! affter a blazing 1 and 1/2 hour under the sun, we went for lunch. Had to stuff everything into my mouth. Grr..i couldn't finish it of course. So Theresa, Eunice, Jia Wei and Xinmei had to help me.thankyouX100! After lunch, we headed to Safra-Yishun for a some fun. First, had blindman's trail. Walked through some forset thing blindfolded. THAT was boring. then, after the trail, we built a raft in the pool made out of rubber tires and ropes, Sibyl's idea. And yes, it worked. THAT was fun. After building it, everyone went to swim in the rain-shiok!-but then it started raining and so we got up and had a nice warm shower. Tired, we went back to church to have dinner. I managed to finish dinner cos i guess i was hungry. And then, it was squad time. Clara and Nicole and Charmine came to find me cos they were helping in the Children's camp. BB was hiking overnight. After squad time, was supper, cake+apples. And then, Vesper. Lights out after that. Woke up at 2 am in the morning for some training. Like, WTF rite?! had to change to GB full uniform in 3 min. Including ALL the parts. We couldn't meet the timing so had to change back to pjs in 2min. did this for quite a long time before mdms let us go back to sleep. After the changing fanatic, which by the way, we had NO time to change in the toilets and had to change in the dorms, i didn't sleep soundly at all. slept for 3 hours++.

Day 2:
JH came to our dorm and woke me and Eunice up. A gentle nudge, NOT like the previous night when we woke up with a loud whistle. Washed up, boarded the bus-still half asleep-and headed to Mt. Faber for a 6KM hike. Went there for outdoor breakfast+devotion+hiking. Planned to do mass-tin cooking but then, cos i think we were lost or somethin, no time to cook and it rained. So, went back to church to cook. It was AWSOME. After mass-tin cooking, we were supposed to do drills, but then, there was no time so we skipped drills and went ahead to do cake icing. I saw mummy doing that many times so i kinda know. cake icing=fun. After cake icing, was squad time. It was to prepare for Omega Nite, campfire night. Then, went to bathe. But during cake icing, mdm caught a few of us in ankle socks and those that got caught-including me-only had 3 mins while the rest had 5. I took 2 min and 55 seconds to bathe. Mdm Grace was outside counting. Yes, i managed to bathe~!:D Ran into my dorm cos it was friggin cold and my squad was like:OMG, are you okay? You run as if you are running for your life! After squad time was dinner. I manage to finish it too cos of there was all of my favourite foods. And the best part, there was............................GREEN TEA! after dinner was ice cream decoration. My squad knew what to do but the ice cream was melting so our design turned out to be a complete flop. And after that, mdm AK said we had to FINISH THE BOX OF ICE CREAM. Thriughout the camp, i think i gained alot of weight. after Omega Nite we had Vesper and then it was lights out. Everyone was prepared to wake up at 2 in the morning to change again but, it didn't happen. I guess everyone including the mdms were exhausted from the hike, plus, there was sunday service the next day. Slept for...3 hours++ also. Couldn't sleep.

Day 3:
Breakfast, service, drills, lunch-which i couldn't finish and thankyou thresa for helping me-and then amazing race. We ran up and down the church. 4 floors on the teaching block that has NO lift and two floors at the sanctuary. Up and down, we ran like crazy. So it pretty much burnied of the fats that we had from the previous days and nights. came in last but, we enjoyed ourselves. So thats all that matters. After amazing race was over, we had area cleaning. Cleaned like crazy as well. Oh, and did i mention we had muscele aches and that it was killing us throughout the camp? Yea. It was horrible. After area cleaning was camp evaluation and then we were free to go home. Finally~! I'm still having bad aches and i need salonpas. Sigh. but i think i enjoyed the camp overall.

Okay, thats it. I'm gonna raid my house to see if there's any salonpas.
toodles.

its for you,

2009-11-26T11:03:00.002+08:00

thankyou and sorry bout last night. I know i was grumpy and upset. But you made me feel a whole lot better. You've always been there for me. If you read this post, you'll know how much you helped me last night. If you weren't there, i'd probably start cutting my wrist again and feel bad bout breaking the promise i made to you and C. I was this close to cutting myself//.

its 10:24 am:D

2009-11-26T10:18:00.003+08:00

morning~
Tmr would be THE day-CAMP!
And i haven't packed my stuffs yet. Hoh.
Good lorhx Cheryl, get to go HongKong then pangseh me and Eunice): Haha jkjk.
Have a safe trip kay evil doggie?;)

Heard we're gonna do mass tin cooking in camp. Dunno what the hell that is.-_-"
The next week after this camp would be Cambodia. Kinda excited for it though. I've never been to Cambodia before. Haha. But i'm not going there to relax. Going there to teach English.:D

Its quite a pity that i didn't beat Frong for English. Hmm..forgot to ask what Hiro and Bin Xun got too. Kinda nervous for next year..Its my last chance to promote to express. And if i don't, i'd be taking the big N:O

Gonna pia already. Wheeeee:D

library@bishan-wheeee~

2009-11-25T19:03:00.002+08:00

Heyy lookie:D its my twinnnnn:D

From left to right: Cheryl's stack of books, Eunice's stack of books, and mine:D

Had fun today. Since we were all practically rotting at home, we decided to go to library. Had fun. Loads. Hoho. I wanted to borrow a GOTH book but then, somehow, the cover seemed to bore me more and more. Hoh. Gonna pack for my GB trip tonight. Hahaha. Yep. After we library-ed, we went to eat at food junction. Cos eunice wanted to be lipless again. hor my dear evil lao bu thats lipless? Hoho. But in the end, cheryl and eunice felt cold after eating the dessert. WTH. haha okay. Thats bout it. Ooh, and they bought manga too. I didn't buy any. Prefer to watch anime. Yeaps. Okay, gotta go have dinner now.

Toodles,

takoyakis

2009-11-24T14:55:00.006+08:00

A DAY WITH SQUAD RESPECT

FUNFUNFUN;
We learned how to make takoyakis. Its a whole lot fun.:D
But the oil kept "burnning" me. like, when we put in the mixture, the oil just, idk, "jumped" at me..? Ah wells, its worth the sweat and all. Then some of the seniors made "breathing takoyakis".

Cos they overcooked it and it was charred. So the takoyaki shrank and then it looked like it was breathing.(if you know what i mean.)

Then i kept telling Eunice and Cheryl that we were eating phy and stuff. HOHOHO.Should've took a picture and showed that sotong.:D Annoy him to the MAXzxcxzcz:D

Went to mdm ak's new place. Had dinner, then watched TV:D Quite fun. Then, Joey and me helped mdm Jemaine bring the stuff to her house and then she fetched us home. She brought her doggy to sit with us in the car.

And oh, bytheway, it was ALL OVER ME, like, the dog had her little paws on my shoulder, me knees, my bag, my stomach, hoho. Cute doggy.

Had alot of fun with the dog:D Very guai. Never bite or bark. Only lick.
Yay. My ideal dog. Hoh.

Okay, my speakers are spoilt. AGAIN.
Gotta go, toodles.

BORED, BORED-ED, BORED-EST

2009-11-23T13:14:00.003+08:00

What a cute picture(:

*scratches head*

I'm thinking of what to do right now. I just realised i lost a very important notebook. And i'm pretty sure its buried under my mess on my table..

Hmm..i'm not a very organised person but i didn't think i'd lose that notebook.
Now, i have to start from scratch. Oh, and did i mention i'm uber pissed at a certain someone? Golly, i feel like punching her face right now. Urgh.

~~council camp~~
GB camp
Cambodia
Youth camp

So far, i can only strike out 1 camp. And yet, so many more to go):

2009-11-22T15:42:00.002+08:00

STRAWBERRY KISSES~

came back from church.
the weather is H.O.T~!
Maybe when i grow up, i'd be an inventor.
I'd invent things like the inflatable bed that inflates with a push of a button and probably a weather machine. So that it'll come in useful for hot weathers like now.

Then, my national day wish for Singapore would come true:D Wheewhee.
*sighs* i'm booooored.
Currently watching Clannad.
Yesterday watched the new naruto episodes. Itachi dug Sasuke's eyes out. Eew.

Didn't have much sleep last night as well. Kept thinking that i was in camp and that i needed to wake up at 5.30XD
Whoops. My baaad.

Hoho. i'm gonna go on a hunt for more fan drawings. Already found quite a few hilarious ones(:

Toodles for now,

2009-11-21T17:08:00.003+08:00

OWW,MY SHOULDER;

Just came back from council camp.
Slept for 3 hours last night. Its just damn hard to sleep on the hard floor on a sleeping bag.

I'm tired, and i'm thirsty. Guess Coke just doesn't quench thirst.):
Slept at 12.30 last night. When i woke up in the morning, my sleeping bag turned a 180 degrees and i was lying FLAT on my stomach. Urgh. Someone should seriously invent INFLATABLE BEDS. Like, when you push a button, the inflatable bed would just inflate itself so there ain't a need to blow. gosh, i'm SMART(:

Last night's nightwalk was kinda creepy though. WRONG choice to go blindfolded.
Although i played the part of a mute at some stations, there were these creepy pictures lying all over the school. Freaked me out BIG TIME. But, on the bright side, we had a BUFFET+BBQ for dinner last night:D. NCC joined us too.

That means, CRAIG was there too:D gosh, was he cute~!i'm his num-berr 1 fan:D
Buffet was good cos there was CHOCOLATE ECLAIRS and SATAYS+MARSHMALLOWS for bbq.

Think i ate too much of the dessert cos after the dessert i felt weird. But i was okay after that.

Then, this morning, after 5 rounds round the parade square and 2 rounds of running for duck duck goose for morning excersie, breakfast and department training, we had CHANBARA. Some Japanese martial arts. NCC joined us for that too.

Then, after a few training rounds and relays, STUDENT LEADERS(including moninters) played against NCC. NCC whacked me real hard. But i still had fun.

Went for lunch at mac after camp. Then Eunice's dad fetched me home. My lugggae as heavy so now my shoulders hurt and yes, i'm tired.

Guess this is all for now, gonna sleep till dinner. YAY.

2009-11-17T23:13:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the grumpy post just now.
Felt like getting that off my chest.
Like the new skin?*ta-das*
Its, CANDY EMPIRE~!
YAYS.

Counselling seminar today. Non-stop standing.
Had fun with Dawn and Aisyah at the IT Special Room.
Dawn with her no-sense-of-direction jokes, Aisyah became a she-hulk, the whole time outside the IT room was fun.

Then, Xavier came and gave us these weird metal bending thing. It DID keep us entertained for awhile, after that, we started doing silly things with it. Hoho.

Icy Tower on Facebook is currently keeping me occupied(:
JW's coming back soon.
Guess half of my day is gone):
There's still Council Camp this Fri-Sat. And next Fri-Sun would be GB camp. And the week after that would be Cambodia and after Cambodia, after another week, would be Youth Camp. Oh my, oh my my.

So, here's the breakdown:
20-21 Nov: Council Camp
27-20 Nov: GB Camp
06-11 Dec: Cambodia Trip
16-19 Dec: Youth Camp

*Ta-das*; here's my jam-packed schedule. Think i'll fall sick halfway during all the camps again.
*Sigh* Oh, and i think the TV is broken.):
Bleh.

2009-11-17T20:12:00.002+08:00

I feel like deleting my blog, like, seriously.
I feel like, i'm blogging for the sake of blogging.
Feel like deleting my blog.
I mean, seriously.
Like, HELL-OH?
I don't blog for assholes okay?

2009-11-16T12:18:00.002+08:00

Owowow;
my left eyelid is swollen.
Urgh.And it hurts.):hope i'll still be able to go to school tmr.
Don't wanna put Eileen airplane(:
Cos we agreed to have lunch tmr together.
Thankyou Owner for pei-ing me last night till i sleep(:
Hohoho.I'm gonna grow fat or something.
Eating too much ruffles lately.teehee.

JW coming back tmr. Bummer.
Hop she comes home at night so that at least i'll still have the comp all to me-self(:

Today, will jusy be another day. -_-"
Okay, thats it. Gonna play ICYTOWER on FACEBOOK now.
toodles,

2009-11-15T22:58:00.007+08:00

a little song for those who feel lost, like me:

2009-11-15T19:45:00.002+08:00

Not really feeling any better. Just doing this out of boredom;

MSN's down, gonna SOOO complain to JW when she comes back. Those friggin' people didn't really fix the comp i guess.

Mummy went to China to visit daddy today. So, i'm alone at homw with gm till Tuesday night. Cos JW'll be coming back from India then.

Hmm..maybe i should call mummy now and ask her how she is..? Yeayea i'll do that.

Went to church today. Practically got D-R-A-G-G-E-D out of bed this morning by gm. Urgh. 5 more minutes of sleep won't make us late kayy?? During Youth just now, Joyce called me and asked me to hurry up comedown cos Uncle Mike fetching us to train station. My phone rang all of a sudden and it blasted LOUDLOUD music.XP. Everyone stared at me. Like, duh? thanks joyce-_-. And then, chiong-ed down to meet her and Huilin.

Uncle Mike fetchde us to MRT station and then took train to P.S to watch 2012.
Its a SCARY SCARY show. As in, like, when all the tidal waves, volcanic eruptions and etc started, i imagined myself there and well, freaked out. Its kinda sad when you see all the injured people lying around or when you see them getting killed.

But, overall, its quite a nice show. And, ruffles and coke DO NOT go well together! Felt weird after eating that all in one go. Okay fine, i DIDN'T finish the Ruffles but i did finish the coke. Anyway, these 2 certaintly DO NOT go well together for me~! *chuckles*

Wow, this is a long post. i shall make it longer by adding random stuff. Ready?

i like sparkles, i am a WABBIT, Ripples! Coffee+bacon=YUM..? Coke+Ruffles=blehhh, stars, FBTs, movies, shows, aircon, jackets, bags, slippers, sleep, homework, blueberries, frozen mangoes, stupid computer, frappes, greentea, chocolates, takoyakis, my stuffed pillow, thumbdrive, hamsters, honey flavoured yogurt, hokkaido icecream

yay random

2009-11-14T20:09:00.002+08:00

I'm confused.

you weren't even there for me when i needed you.
And you promised you would. You promised.
How can you do this to me?

I think i seriously need a break.
Either that, or, i'll start to go bonkers!
I need time to sort things out.
There's alot of things that has been happening recently.
And, i just need to be alone for awhile.

2009-11-08T16:41:00.002+08:00

i dunno what is wrong with me.
I suddenly went to Yahoo and looked for gothic/emo images.
Like, wth rite?!
Oh, btw, if anyone has any old clothes that you don't throw them away please.
I need them by this Saturday. So if you wanna pass to me, please do it latest by Friday.
Your clothes will be donated to CAMBODIA'S poor children.
I'll be going there this Dec. for mission trip. So, yeaa..

There's nothing interesting to blog about today cos nothing ordinary happened.
Church and lunch. No shopping, no candy empire, no movies. Just ZOOOM straight home after church cos mummmy's tired. hmm.. yeah, thats about it. Then, i rotted in front of the TV over lunch that mummy bought for me after church (okay fine, so we DID go somewhere after church-the coffee shop opposite my school). Watched a TON of Mr.Bean.

So funny..urgh, i dunno why, but i simply LOVVE to change my blogskin. Don't you?
Okay, i'll go facebook-ing now.

2009-11-08T14:33:00.002+08:00

i hate you.
I seriously do.
If i didn't say yes, none of this wouldn't have happened.
I wouldn't feel so bad if NONE of this happened! Were you born without brains?
Guess you were.
Seriously feel like punching your face, until or your teeth drop out or, till YOU DIE.
I can't believe i thought you were NICE. I can't believe i let you do this to me.
ihateyoustupidbakainuthinkyou'reallthat?

2009-11-07T17:17:00.002+08:00

Like, seriously confused now.
Damn lots of work to do.
Got the Cambodia Trip, Last week's assignment from bwork and more...
Haven't started on the stupid chinese story book yet.
Urgh.But, i love CHOCOGUMMY.
Hohoho...went for briefing for Cambodia trip. Kinda okay.
Had fun games too.
Joey call me freakshow):
Nvm. I dunno what to do now.
I'm delaying my work. Even though i need to hand it up to Hui Min by tonight.
Sigh...guess i'll get started with it now...

jingyi doesn't want to do this
teehee(:

2009-11-06T19:12:00.003+08:00

you're freaking me out. the shit on my blog is none of your buisness.
when i say my life has no meaning to it, i mean it.i'm dead honest with that.
so stop all the crap now. yes, NOW.
So shutup, and GO AWAY. I know i'm being mean to you.
I'm uber pissed off at you right now. So just GO AWAY, GET LOST, AND SHUT THE HOLE I don't care how i was before, i don't even care how i am now. So, please, just LEAVE ME ALONE.

I'm sick of everything in life. I just wanna run away from it all..

;its seriously hard to stop the cuts.i'm sorry.

2009-11-06T18:56:00.003+08:00

Oh the pain..
The horror~! Needles are evil. They cause pain.
THey're baaaaaaaad.
teehee(:
I have survived the jabs.
It was damn suay for me.
Cos i was the first to take the jab.Then Cheryl, then Eunice, then the sec 3s.
Nothing else interesting happened after that. Other then the fact that my right hand hurts real bad.

NEEDLES ARE EVIL!

2009-11-06T12:11:00.003+08:00

SO cute rite? The pic..
LOL.
I want a FLOW CD
Their band is amazing..but i doubt i will be able to find it in S'pore):
Word of the voice is currently my favourite song.
And, its by them!
Going TTSH later to take jabs for Cambodia trip. How many jabs? 4. Yes. 4.
Life is cruel):
Blog more later..? Here's FLOW~!

2009-11-05T12:29:00.002+08:00

*squeals* MJ(:

Gonna go church later.

Feeling really lousy now.
And the rainy weather outside doesn't seem to help.
I'm seriously rotting at home now.
But, ah, wth, no one cares anyway.

2012-anyone up for it?

2009-11-04T18:09:00.002+08:00

i am trash, so why'd you even bother talking to me?
everything is meaningless now, like seriously.
i don't care anymore.
not one single bit.

;because, iheartmj

2009-11-04T11:16:00.003+08:00

GONNA WATCH 'THIS IS IT' TODAY;
Yes, cos iheartmj.
Typical day today. THE FRONG is having vball competition today and Thurs.
hey evil lao bu, wanna go watch THE FRONG play vball? Can piss him off also.
I'm so evil *evil smiles*
Anywayys, nothing much to do today.
Woke up with a slight soar throat. But ah wells, who the hell cares anyway?

I'm seriously in need of a Caramel Frappe now.
I NEED my daily dosage of caffine.
But, i still perfer Green Tea.
Think i'm gonna die due to over consumption of Green Tea.
Thank goodness school's over otherwise, i'd still be drinking Green Tea everyday for reccess.

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO GROW TALLER/SKINNIER during this 2 months hol. I'm way too fat now.

Phat phat phat~!

2009-11-03T16:16:00.003+08:00

My phone is driving me mad.
Just like everything else in life.
Breaking down seems like one of the best options now.
i wanna double chocolate frappe now

Urgh, there's seriously like, no point in living.
I hate myself for doing such stupid things in the past.
But its a little too late to regret now isn't it?
Can i just, like give up?
don't worry f and c, i haven't started my "addiction" yet, at least, i hope not

;life, its truly meaningless to me now.

2009-11-02T16:01:00.002+08:00

The pics we took when we went rollarblading.
Thanks to Eunice's photography skills, pics are great.

2009-11-01T16:56:00.003+08:00

I heart JAGABEE;
Nothing much happened today.
Maybe it did, i just didn't really felt it.

I've been eating too much junkfood lately.
Junkfood=transfat=make me fat

I'm already fat.

Went to KFC yesterday @ J8 with Eunice, Cheryl and Jinghui after GB.
Thats already JUNKFOOD. Before going to J8, i had some nachos and Eunice had some mashed potatoes from 7-11. More JUNKFOOD.(:
Gonna like, seriously gain alot of weight.
i'm sick and tired of everything

2009-10-30T23:17:00.005+08:00

Last day of school today.
I feel awfully weird. I felt really unhappy today. No matter how hard i try, i still can't get over the fact that its the last day.
why?

I know, its gonna be different now onwards.
Whatever i do, it doesn't seem to work.
I can't forget.

I know i'm talking weird. but, guess that everything has to end eh?
i'm happy for you. really. but...*sigh* again, you can't rebel.
so there's no point.
guess i'll join you next year,up there.

3 people got promoted to EXPRESS.
Bin Xun, Hirotaka and Frong.
I couldn't enter top 10.
11, its a bad number.bleh):
don't feel like promoting to sec 2.

think i'll dread the first day of school..?
God, please help me, i'm feeling horrible now.i'm messed up and confused

cry me a river.

2009-10-29T17:55:00.002+08:00

urgh, i seriously have NO IDEA what i'm doing these few days.
i feel so numb. like, i don't feel anything anymore.
even though i look happy on the outside doesn't mean i'm happy on the inside.
i know i've promised many people that i'll stop hurting myself.
but i just can't help it.

its so disappointing to work hard for the whole year and get crap results after that.
like, what the hell's wrong with me? Maybe a wabbit just doesn't have brains..?

*moans* i seriously hate myself. for letting so many people down and breaking my promises.

there's seriously something wring with me.

-its like an addiction, once i start, i can't stop.

2009-10-28T10:29:00.002+08:00

i'm so tired of everything now.
tired of not able to meet expectations,
tired of being disappointed with people,
tired of getting hurt,
tired of not being able to pass maths,

i wish that i could go back in time to enjoy myself once again.

i'm sorry but i couldn't help but to cut myself.

i feel that i've let so many people down.

2009-10-21T21:39:00.002+08:00

*grumbles* i hate my stupid computer.
It dosen't seem any better than before i got it fixed.
Like, wth rite?

I'm so sick and tired of everything already.
Just, not gonna care anymore

2009-10-20T20:17:00.002+08:00

I got back my papers today.
I dunno...maybe i just needed time to sort out my thoughts.

MATHS PAPER:
I flunked it.
I have no idea why.
I've worked so hard, but still no improvement.
Actually i've dropped.
Felt like all my hard work went down the drain. How am i going to promote to Express like that?! Its so unfair. I couldn't help but cry just now.

HISTORY PAPER
Not any better. Borderline pass.
How?

I think i STILL need some more time to sort out
my messy brain.

yeah, i just need more time

2009-10-20T17:01:00.003+08:00

I CAN FINALLY ROLLAR BLADE!(:
Went to eastcoast yesterday to learn rollarblading from Eunice they all.
Tried the bike. For 1 hour, i just couldn't do it.):
But at least i know a teeny weeny bit

Took many nice pics but somehow i just can't seem to upload them into the comp.):
BLEH>.<

Hohoho. Tmr maybe going again..?dunno yet though.
I hope can.

2009-10-18T18:35:00.002+08:00

I've just realised that life is like
a coloured skittle.

When you first pop it in your mouth, it tastes sweet.
but when the sugar coat is gone,
you taste nothing.

Isn't it sad?BLEH):

Anyway, today had church.
Came home and i'm currently in "paradise"(:
Sitting on the sofa since 12 in the afternoon watching Fringe.
It so rocks.

i just love the times after EOYs.(:
WHEE!! enjoying it while i can.

Tues gonna have paper back...?

2009-10-17T13:14:00.002+08:00

ROTTTING IN PROGRESS;
Hohoho.My brain is rotting. I can feel it. My head is getting lighter.
Either that or, i don't have a brain.
Yeah i think i don't have a brain.(:
Tee heeee!:D

Okok.Later gonna watch a movie at Vivo.
You know the show SURROGATES?
Yepyep. Thats the one.(:
Going out on Monday but not tmr.
Hohoho.

OKay.i'm seriously bored. Maybe i'll go look at some random blogskins

2009-10-16T18:28:00.002+08:00

Okay. 3rd post for today.:P
Phone's gonna hang/explode soon.
Sms-ing too many people at one time.
Anyways, just finished watching JS.
Now i dunno what to do.
Gonna pack my table after dinner otherwise mummy'll start nagging again and again):
Must chiong dinner then can chiong use comp.
then can watch FRINGE.
Its a damn nice show.
Friggin' nice to watch.
Everyone should try it(:
WHEE!!!:D

Okay. gotta go now.
Laptop needs to charge battery):

2009-10-16T16:46:00.001+08:00

Oh yes, i LOVE Pein(:

Pein~<3!!

Haha, guess what?
I have NO idea where i stopped at JS.):
looks like i gotta go through the WHOLE thing again.
But ah wells, EOYs are over.
Slack is the ONLY thing i can do now.(:

2009-10-16T16:25:00.001+08:00

Graduating ceremony today.
No councillor duty cos of GB.
Joey's graduating):gonna miss her.
And many more of the sec 4 GB girls.
Gonna miss them all. Well, its EXACTLY 2 more weeks
before i can get baby back.
Hopefully it won't die on me.again
I can't believe i murdered 2 phones last week.):
I am a murderer.
Having crabs tonight. WHOO!!

2009-10-15T22:25:00.004+08:00

Exams are over but i don't feel any better.
Maybe its cos of the Physics and History paper.
The Physics paper was a killer.
I'll probably get 5 marks.
Bio was okay though.Anyway, currently catching up on my anime.WHEE(:
PEIN IS LOVE
Heh.
I wished i didn't have to go to school tmr. Graduating Ceremony for the sec 4s.

2009-10-11T16:53:00.002+08:00

I'm bored):
I wanna have a 2nd piercing!D:
Chocochip ice cream rocks!:D
I'm seriously dying now.
I can't think of anything better to do.):
HOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOW?!?!?!?!
I feel like i'm behaving like a small girl(:
teehee:D

i feel like punching your face.yes, that qb face of yours

2009-10-11T15:52:00.002+08:00

4 MORE DAYS LEFT FOR MUGGING;

Went to church today. Nothing special happened.
Nicole's here studying with JW.
LIT PAPER TMR!!
a 2nd chance to prove to myself that i can ace lit(:

19 more days to get baby back.
cant wait:D

Chem just sux.):
but ah wells, i gotta do well for it too!

Roses are red,

Violets are blue.

My love to you,

is always true

You light up my life,

You make me shine.

Don't leave me alone,

Cos you are mine.

{if only that was true,}

2009-10-08T16:09:00.002+08:00

7 MORE DAYS LEFT TO MUG;
Then, i can finally finish my HELL GIRL anime.
HOHOHO.
I've already planned what i wanna do after the exams:D
One word-SLACK:D

P.E was fun today.Maureen, Pei Jia, Joy, Zhi Ning, Joleen and our clique-total of 10 people. We had the lower b-ball court to play Captain's ball cos this would be our LAST P.E lesson before the exams so Ms. Lin made it "1N1's game day". The rest of the class used the upper b-ball court and the ISH.

WHEE!!(: heh. I think my brain is abit haywired due to the exams. But it'll probably be worst after the exams. HOHOHO!! Can't wait for that!

2009-10-05T18:09:00.002+08:00

13 MORE DAYS LEFT OF MUGGING;
Oh yes, its official, i HATE dnt):
Its just so troublesome! Like, i have to do alot of stuff.
I gotta look for 50 pics of bags, cute animals and animal products. that makes a total of 150 items that i have to look for):
still need to photocopy for JH,Eunice and Cheryl):
She came over just now(: haha to do the dnt but still, nothing seems to be done):

guess i'm gonna have to sleep late tonight):

can you just give us some space? there are things that we simply just cant tell you. did you
know you've just pissed me off today?you know how i behave when i'm pissed.
so just give me some space, its not like we had anything we wanted to keep from you or anything.
its just that, you have to learn how to control your own mouth.

2009-10-04T15:06:00.003+08:00

11 MORE DAYS LEFT OF MUGGING;
And that means another 26 more days before i can get my dear back(:
whee!!:D gonna be the first one to chiong there.

Church today. Nothing interesting happened.
Then went to PUB for lunch with Joyce(:
Whee(: Aw..i can't imagine Joyce and Charlotte coming into Youth.
LOL. Abit tired of my blogskin, gonna go hunting for moreeee(:

goodluck Joyce for your upcoming PSLE(: 3 more days left to mug only kay? I know you'll do well(:

2009-10-03T16:11:00.002+08:00

i jusy saw something on facebook that SERIOUSLY made me sick
I dunno, i guess i felt angry or somethin. Maybe i just don't like the sight of it. BLEH):
Anyway, MAJOR HEADACHE now. ): seems like alot of people have been having headaches): exam stress maybe? LOL.

JW downloaded the new version of MSN. Cool(: i changed my scene haha(:
I'm trying to forget what i just saw. But i guess it ain't working.

jingyi is stressed
jingyi is stressed
jingyi is stressed
jingyi is stressed
jingyi is stressed
jingyi is stressed
jingyi is stressed
jingyi is stressed
jingyi is stressed

HELP!!

2009-10-02T22:58:00.003+08:00

Okay, i did like 2 posts just now. anyway, i was just thinking-and emoing- bout alot of stuff. I was thinking bout our clique and how everyone managed to stay by my side when i _____ __ with________ and when ________________________________. Yea. The blanks are not meant to be filled up. Cos they ARE NOT pleasent. Trust me. I just thank GOD for giving me these wonderful friends that are always by my side, having to control me when i get a little TOO high. Reality check: school ends in 3 weeks time. So that means 3 weeks left to spend it with 1N1.
1 year seems to fly by so quickly. Its like, i had just formed a clique yesterday and now, we seem to be sitting for our EOYs. Damn thats fast. My spare phone is dying on me too):
Sigh. I have NO IDEA why i've started thinking/recalling bout everything that had happened throughout the year. And hey, guess what? I havent been absent for a single day so far! YAY! I'll always fall sick and be absent from school during primary school days. Dang, history paper today was hard. And i meant HARD. I forgotten what an INCOMPETENT GOVERNMENT was. So, yea. screwed history AND EL paper 1-formal letter-up. Either ways, seeing everyone happy makes me happy rite? I guess so..

2009-10-02T22:42:00.005+08:00

Wedding pics from Mam Jemaine's wedding(: the first pic, however is my clique with ms lin from the time we went to Bukit Timah Hills with the class(:

2009-10-02T22:16:00.002+08:00

15 DAYS LEFT FOR MUGGING;
Jiayouus everyone(: i know we'll survive this. Maybe not me though.
I can feel my brain exploding):
Sighs, ~~ENGLISH PAPERS, CHINESE PAPER ONE AND HISTORY~~ gao-dim le(: 4 down, 6 more papers to go! YAY!!

Gonna let my hair down and party even MORE then what i did for SA1. Thinking of having 2nd piercing though(: anyone wanna go with?

Company me go(: WHEEE!!

Just finished tuition tmr still got MORE tuition. Sigh. Life is just so cruel aint it?

i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams

its great to have you back

2009-09-29T10:36:00.002+08:00

blogging in school(:
yes, ms ling rocks!!
Wahaha. sorry for my dead blog): i was banned from my comp till EOYs are over):
Well, its another 16 more days before they are over(: cant wait! WHEE!!
I am grabbing this opportunity to blog wahaha!! okay, i gotta go back to do my lit now before ms ling comes and check):