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Friday, January 1, 2010
its a new start

Its the first day of January 2010. I don't feel like its a new year though.
To me, it still feels like 2009. I dunno why. I just want each day to be better than the previous'. I just wish that when school reopens, I don't have to feel this way anymore.

I want a fresh start. Because I'm into a new year. By right, I should feel happy.
But, I don't feel this way. Its another few more days to school reopen. I hope I'll have a better year. And I PRAY that even IF i feel depressed, I won't start the cuttings. I don't wanna break my promise.

Love, J.