Friday, January 1, 2010
its a new start
Its the first day of January 2010. I don't feel like its a new year though.
To me, it still feels like 2009. I dunno why. I just want each day to be better than the previous'. I just wish that when school reopens, I don't have to feel this way anymore.
I want a fresh start. Because I'm into a new year. By right, I should feel happy.
But, I don't feel this way. Its another few more days to school reopen. I hope I'll have a better year. And I PRAY that even IF i feel depressed, I won't start the cuttings. I don't wanna break my promise.
Love, J.
To me, it still feels like 2009. I dunno why. I just want each day to be better than the previous'. I just wish that when school reopens, I don't have to feel this way anymore.
I want a fresh start. Because I'm into a new year. By right, I should feel happy.
But, I don't feel this way. Its another few more days to school reopen. I hope I'll have a better year. And I PRAY that even IF i feel depressed, I won't start the cuttings. I don't wanna break my promise.
Love, J.
date: 7Feb, 6.57pm.
drinking: breezer, lime.
eating: nothing.
mood: pissed.
listening: all around me, flyleaf.
reading: prom nights from hell.
random: you dont have the rights to make decisions for me.