Last day of school today.
I feel awfully weird. I felt really unhappy today. No matter how hard i try, i still can't get over the fact that its the last day.
why?

I know, its gonna be different now onwards.
Whatever i do, it doesn't seem to work.
I can't forget.

I know i'm talking weird. but, guess that everything has to end eh?
i'm happy for you. really. but...*sigh* again, you can't rebel.
so there's no point.
guess i'll join you next year,up there.

3 people got promoted to EXPRESS.
Bin Xun, Hirotaka and Frong.
I couldn't enter top 10.
11, its a bad number.bleh):
don't feel like promoting to sec 2.

think i'll dread the first day of school..?
God, please help me, i'm feeling horrible now.i'm messed up and confused

cry me a river.

urgh, i seriously have NO IDEA what i'm doing these few days.
i feel so numb. like, i don't feel anything anymore.
even though i look happy on the outside doesn't mean i'm happy on the inside.
i know i've promised many people that i'll stop hurting myself.
but i just can't help it.

its so disappointing to work hard for the whole year and get crap results after that.
like, what the hell's wrong with me? Maybe a wabbit just doesn't have brains..?

*moans* i seriously hate myself. for letting so many people down and breaking my promises.

there's seriously something wring with me.

-its like an addiction, once i start, i can't stop.

i'm so tired of everything now.
tired of not able to meet expectations,
tired of being disappointed with people,
tired of getting hurt,
tired of not being able to pass maths,

i wish that i could go back in time to enjoy myself once again.

i'm sorry but i couldn't help but to cut myself.

i feel that i've let so many people down.

*grumbles* i hate my stupid computer.
It dosen't seem any better than before i got it fixed.
Like, wth rite?

I'm so sick and tired of everything already.
Just, not gonna care anymore

I got back my papers today.
I dunno...maybe i just needed time to sort out my thoughts.

MATHS PAPER:
I flunked it.
I have no idea why.
I've worked so hard, but still no improvement.
Actually i've dropped.
Felt like all my hard work went down the drain. How am i going to promote to Express like that?! Its so unfair. I couldn't help but cry just now.

HISTORY PAPER
Not any better. Borderline pass.
How?

I think i STILL need some more time to sort out
my messy brain.

yeah, i just need more time

I CAN FINALLY ROLLAR BLADE!(:
Went to eastcoast yesterday to learn rollarblading from Eunice they all.
Tried the bike. For 1 hour, i just couldn't do it.):
But at least i know a teeny weeny bit

Took many nice pics but somehow i just can't seem to upload them into the comp.):
BLEH>.<

Hohoho. Tmr maybe going again..?dunno yet though.
I hope can.

I've just realised that life is like
a coloured skittle.

When you first pop it in your mouth, it tastes sweet.
but when the sugar coat is gone,
you taste nothing.

Isn't it sad?BLEH):

Anyway, today had church.
Came home and i'm currently in "paradise"(:
Sitting on the sofa since 12 in the afternoon watching Fringe.
It so rocks.

i just love the times after EOYs.(:
WHEE!! enjoying it while i can.

Tues gonna have paper back...?

ROTTTING IN PROGRESS;
Hohoho.My brain is rotting. I can feel it. My head is getting lighter.
Either that or, i don't have a brain.
Yeah i think i don't have a brain.(:
Tee heeee!:D

Okok.Later gonna watch a movie at Vivo.
You know the show SURROGATES?
Yepyep. Thats the one.(:
Going out on Monday but not tmr.
Hohoho.

OKay.i'm seriously bored. Maybe i'll go look at some random blogskins

Okay. 3rd post for today.:P
Phone's gonna hang/explode soon.
Sms-ing too many people at one time.
Anyways, just finished watching JS.
Now i dunno what to do.
Gonna pack my table after dinner otherwise mummy'll start nagging again and again):
Must chiong dinner then can chiong use comp.
then can watch FRINGE.
Its a damn nice show.
Friggin' nice to watch.
Everyone should try it(:
WHEE!!!:D

Okay. gotta go now.
Laptop needs to charge battery):

Oh yes, i LOVE Pein(:

Pein~<3!!

Haha, guess what?
I have NO idea where i stopped at JS.):
looks like i gotta go through the WHOLE thing again.
But ah wells, EOYs are over.
Slack is the ONLY thing i can do now.(:

Graduating ceremony today.
No councillor duty cos of GB.
Joey's graduating):gonna miss her.
And many more of the sec 4 GB girls.
Gonna miss them all. Well, its EXACTLY 2 more weeks
before i can get baby back.
Hopefully it won't die on me.again
I can't believe i murdered 2 phones last week.):
I am a murderer.
Having crabs tonight. WHOO!!

Exams are over but i don't feel any better.
Maybe its cos of the Physics and History paper.
The Physics paper was a killer.
I'll probably get 5 marks.
Bio was okay though.Anyway, currently catching up on my anime.WHEE(:
PEIN IS LOVE
Heh.
I wished i didn't have to go to school tmr. Graduating Ceremony for the sec 4s.

I'm bored):
I wanna have a 2nd piercing!D:
Chocochip ice cream rocks!:D
I'm seriously dying now.
I can't think of anything better to do.):
HOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOW?!?!?!?!
I feel like i'm behaving like a small girl(:
teehee:D

i feel like punching your face.yes, that qb face of yours

4 MORE DAYS LEFT FOR MUGGING;

Went to church today. Nothing special happened.
Nicole's here studying with JW.
LIT PAPER TMR!!
a 2nd chance to prove to myself that i can ace lit(:

19 more days to get baby back.
cant wait:D

Chem just sux.):
but ah wells, i gotta do well for it too!

Roses are red,

Violets are blue.

My love to you,

is always true

You light up my life,

You make me shine.

Don't leave me alone,

Cos you are mine.


{if only that was true,}

7 MORE DAYS LEFT TO MUG;
Then, i can finally finish my HELL GIRL anime.
HOHOHO.
I've already planned what i wanna do after the exams:D
One word-SLACK:D

P.E was fun today.Maureen, Pei Jia, Joy, Zhi Ning, Joleen and our clique-total of 10 people. We had the lower b-ball court to play Captain's ball cos this would be our LAST P.E lesson before the exams so Ms. Lin made it "1N1's game day". The rest of the class used the upper b-ball court and the ISH.

WHEE!!(: heh. I think my brain is abit haywired due to the exams. But it'll probably be worst after the exams. HOHOHO!! Can't wait for that!

13 MORE DAYS LEFT OF MUGGING;
Oh yes, its official, i HATE dnt):
Its just so troublesome! Like, i have to do alot of stuff.
I gotta look for 50 pics of bags, cute animals and animal products. that makes a total of 150 items that i have to look for):
still need to photocopy for JH,Eunice and Cheryl):
She came over just now(: haha to do the dnt but still, nothing seems to be done):

guess i'm gonna have to sleep late tonight):

can you just give us some space? there are things that we simply just cant tell you. did you
know you've just pissed me off today?you know how i behave when i'm pissed.
so just give me some space, its not like we had anything we wanted to keep from you or anything.
its just that, you have to learn how to control your own mouth.

11 MORE DAYS LEFT OF MUGGING;
And that means another 26 more days before i can get my dear back(:
whee!!:D gonna be the first one to chiong there.

Church today. Nothing interesting happened.
Then went to PUB for lunch with Joyce(:
Whee(: Aw..i can't imagine Joyce and Charlotte coming into Youth.
LOL. Abit tired of my blogskin, gonna go hunting for moreeee(:

goodluck Joyce for your upcoming PSLE(: 3 more days left to mug only kay? I know you'll do well(:

i jusy saw something on facebook that SERIOUSLY made me sick
I dunno, i guess i felt angry or somethin. Maybe i just don't like the sight of it. BLEH):
Anyway, MAJOR HEADACHE now. ): seems like alot of people have been having headaches): exam stress maybe? LOL.

JW downloaded the new version of MSN. Cool(: i changed my scene haha(:
I'm trying to forget what i just saw. But i guess it ain't working.

jingyi is stressed
jingyi is stressed
jingyi is stressed
jingyi is stressed
jingyi is stressed
jingyi is stressed
jingyi is stressed
jingyi is stressed
jingyi is stressed


HELP!!

Okay, i did like 2 posts just now. anyway, i was just thinking-and emoing- bout alot of stuff. I was thinking bout our clique and how everyone managed to stay by my side when i _____ __ with________ and when ________________________________. Yea. The blanks are not meant to be filled up. Cos they ARE NOT pleasent. Trust me. I just thank GOD for giving me these wonderful friends that are always by my side, having to control me when i get a little TOO high. Reality check: school ends in 3 weeks time. So that means 3 weeks left to spend it with 1N1.
1 year seems to fly by so quickly. Its like, i had just formed a clique yesterday and now, we seem to be sitting for our EOYs. Damn thats fast. My spare phone is dying on me too):
Sigh. I have NO IDEA why i've started thinking/recalling bout everything that had happened throughout the year. And hey, guess what? I havent been absent for a single day so far! YAY! I'll always fall sick and be absent from school during primary school days. Dang, history paper today was hard. And i meant HARD. I forgotten what an INCOMPETENT GOVERNMENT was. So, yea. screwed history AND EL paper 1-formal letter-up. Either ways, seeing everyone happy makes me happy rite? I guess so..

Wedding pics from Mam Jemaine's wedding(: the first pic, however is my clique with ms lin from the time we went to Bukit Timah Hills with the class(:

15 DAYS LEFT FOR MUGGING;
Jiayouus everyone(: i know we'll survive this. Maybe not me though.
I can feel my brain exploding):
Sighs, ENGLISH PAPERS, CHINESE PAPER ONE AND HISTORY gao-dim le(: 4 down, 6 more papers to go! YAY!!

Gonna let my hair down and party even MORE then what i did for SA1. Thinking of having 2nd piercing though(: anyone wanna go with?

Company me go(: WHEEE!!

Just finished tuition tmr still got MORE tuition. Sigh. Life is just so cruel aint it?

i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams
i hate exams

its great to have you back