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Thursday, October 29, 2009

urgh, i seriously have NO IDEA what i'm doing these few days.
i feel so numb. like, i don't feel anything anymore.
even though i look happy on the outside doesn't mean i'm happy on the inside.
i know i've promised many people that i'll stop hurting myself.
but i just can't help it.

its so disappointing to work hard for the whole year and get crap results after that.
like, what the hell's wrong with me? Maybe a wabbit just doesn't have brains..?

*moans* i seriously hate myself. for letting so many people down and breaking my promises.

there's seriously something wring with me.

-its like an addiction, once i start, i can't stop.